Time...and all it ever was.

Maybe things will never change between us.
I hope they do.

But that won't change that fact that I still care about you, somewhere underneath all of this living disappointment there is still yet hope for us.

I know I said I didn't really care for you anymore but I think you know that's a lie.

I can't promise to be a better person,
Or to always be there,
or to change my ways.
Because out of everything, you are the only thing that matters.
you are my meaning,
without you I'd be......nothing.

I can try my best to change how thing are, but somewhere deep inside I fell as though I've lost my hope, I pray that things will get better.