Something new

Sometimes we need to look past what we want to see,  to behold what we need.

Day. 1

I'm pretty sure I'm coming down with a flu or something..  my right lung aches, and I'm having real bad coughing fits. .it really sucks I probably need to go to the doctor but I don't have the money... probably climbing through the downstairs window didn't help... well anyway I'm going to sleep it's getting so late it's early and I'm getting tired.

What...

Today just sucks....

Sleep?

Why in the hell can't I sleep?  This is really annoying...

Out of touch.

I feel as though I've lost my place, like I've wandered through that dark alley that everyone is afraid of arm I can't go back, I've lost hope that this will get better. I'm just stuck in a place I don't belong to anymore and I'm sinking so slowly that nobody can see it but me. I'm broken.

Aggravation

I'm really at the end of my rope in regards to what I'm going where I'm going to go to. I feel I'm being used at this point to hold up someone else's life at the cost of my own and it's causing me a breakdown coming pretty quickly...hopefully an answer will come to me.

Unknown.

Fuck this I quit...I'm done tryin' I fucking give the fuck up....