Light in the darkness.

Well this has been a pretty interesting week, Started work at Life University doing maintenance, but on our first day they tell us that they basically have no idea why we're there and that they have to call CobbWorks to find out what's up and to go home. We then show up Tuesday and they got everything settled out with CobbWorks, so we work from 9 to 1, we had to call it and early day because one of the work studies (students who work under life to pay their tuition) had to go to class told us to finish some of the work orders and left us with a golf cart to use, well apparently we wasn't supposed to drive them because we wasn't covered under their insurance, but our supervisor didn't tell us that, so when we were"let loose" a security guard came up to us to tell us to go to the security office we get escorted back and basically get reprimanded about the use of the golf carts and get let off early.

Tuesdays & Thursdays are our GED class days, After our "incident" at work we get home rest for a few hours and go to the school, well apparently our "handler" didn't send over our placement test scores so we couldn't start that day so we got stuck at school from 6-8.
On Wednesday we showed up and told that we weren't supposed to show up, we then go to the HR office and talk to them where they tell us that "it wasn't communicated well enough" and that "they were sorry". Since we were already there they put us to work filing in financial aid all day. Well before we took our lunch break the head of the physical plant came and apologized to us about the whole incident. So now were are working directly under him and working with his men instead of the work studies, and if they have any opening after our 6 weeks its a full-time $11-13/hr job with benefits...funny how that works eh?

And now Blake has all his stuff in order to drive legally...meanwhile my car's still dead...

Translucent flesh and feeble bones, The kind of temple where the whores and villians Try to tempt the holistic tomes.

how awesome is this...i finally got a job...you know what fuck this i'm too damn tired to write right now...

eh...

Well today was a pretty bad day...well just kinda annoying, I removed the bottom trim piece of the windshield because it's dry-rotted so now my list is as follows:

Replace:
Bottom windshield trim [$69.94]
Pop Rivets x9 [$5.85]
Radiator to vent hose connector [$2.24]
Radiator vent hose [$17.72]
Fan shroud [$70.08]
Expanding Rivets x2 [$0.57]
= $166.40

Plus I still need to do an oil change
+$43.00
I also need another battery
+75.00

Total = 284.40

but no matter what I still love that damn car.

Iso.

Ah well, things have been going pretty well for me, I finally got some of my stuff out of storage, got gas in my car (that I still can't drive legally), And the best news is that I'm going to start my G.E.D classes Tues. and i'm getting a job through the CobbWorks program. So for now I'm pretty happy. YAY for me!

Tryin'

To be what I think I should be, but as of recently I think I'm getting a little ground down. Every great idea, or thought I have loses focus within mere moments...I'm scared of losing what's left of my fragile world...

Radio...or none...

My car is making me angry.......My original MID (Multi-Information display) LCD was not displaying correctly, so I looked up how to fix it...well I found a DIY tutorial, so I went for it...Well now not only does it not display any better, nothing shows up...at least the unit itself still works.

Time...and all it ever was.

Maybe things will never change between us.
I hope they do.

But that won't change that fact that I still care about you, somewhere underneath all of this living disappointment there is still yet hope for us.

I know I said I didn't really care for you anymore but I think you know that's a lie.

I can't promise to be a better person,
Or to always be there,
or to change my ways.
Because out of everything, you are the only thing that matters.
you are my meaning,
without you I'd be......nothing.

I can try my best to change how thing are, but somewhere deep inside I fell as though I've lost my hope, I pray that things will get better.

The Key is to Fail

Things are looking pretty good right now, all I need is a job and i'm fucking set.